I think, I think when it’s all over it comes back in flashes, you know. It’s like a kalideoscope of memories, which just all come back, but he never does. I think part of me knew the second I saw him that this would happen. Its really anything he said or anything he did, it was the feeling that came along with it. And the crazy thing is I don’t know if I’m ever going to feel that way again, but I don’t know I should. I knew his world moved too fast, and burned too bright. But I just thought, how can the devil be pulling you towards someone who looks so much like an angel when he smiles at you. Maybe he knew that when he saw me, I guess I just lost my balance. I think that the worst part of it wasn’t loosing him, It was loosing me.